Phone calls from further away
CRYSTAL JUST CALLED ME!!!!!! =D
I am so incredibly giddy/happy/jumpy right now!!! It was AWESOME talking to her, it’s been so long! Wow, over two months since we last spoke… but it was GREAT! She’s in Athens right now getting some paperwork taken care of for her marriage. Yup, she’s going through with it. My honey’s getting married and I wont be there to see it :( But she’s doing great otherwise, I guess she’s been having a good time and all her affairs seem to be in order. I didn’t get to ask about Zoi, but I’m sure she’s going well. God I miss them both so much! Now I just need to find a better-paying job so that I can afford to fly out there and see them!
August 6th, 2003 at 10:31 am
here’s the lyrics to the rest of the song “Living In Your Letters” by Dashboard Confessional:
I’m always assuming the worst.ð but you’re going on none the less.ð and there’s nothing to cushion your heart-led fall.ð letters from further away keep pulling me close to home.ð and they’re something to cushion my calisize.ð and i know that you hope for longer goodbyes.ð embracing fall for forever and falling in your eyes.ð in your eyes.ð your eyes.ð pouring over photographs.ð i’m living in your letters.ð and breathe deeply from this envelope.ð it smells like you and i can’t be without that scent.ð its filling me with all you mean to me, to me.ð continually failing these trials, but you can stand by me none the less.ð and you won’t let me sink through i’m begging you, i’m begging you.ð phone calls from further away and messages on my machine.ð but i don’t ever tell you this distance seems terrible.ð there’s no need to test my heart with useless space.ð these roads go on forever and so do you and i.ð there will always be a place for you in my heart.ð so i’ll hit the pavement.ð it’s gotta be better than waiting.ð and pushing you far away cause i’m scared.ð so i’ll take my chances and head on my way up there.ð cause turning to you is like falling in love when you’re ten.